When Reason Replaced Wonder
JASON BARNHART, TH.D., ASSOCIATE PROFESSOR OF HISTORICAL THEOLOGYShare
If you asked why the Middle Ages matter for ministry and for life today, Jason Barnhart would not begin with dates or doctrines. He would begin with a line from a modern memoir. Julian Barnes, an English writer who identifies as an atheist, opens one of his books with a striking confession: “I don’t believe in God, but I miss him.” That sentence has stayed with Barnhart because it captures a tension many people feel. There is a difference between what we believe we can prove and what we sense has been lost, a difference between certainty and wonder.
As Barnhart studies the Middle Ages, he sees that same tension taking shape over time. In the early medieval period, Christian thinkers worked largely within an Augustinian framework. Knowledge was understood as something received through illumination, through meditation and contemplation. The universe was seen as infused with meaning. God was understood as the giver of light, knowledge, beauty and truth, and the world itself pointed beyond itself. Meaning was not manufactured. It was encountered. In this view, creation carried significance. Reality was not flat or neutral, but symbolic, ordered and charged with presence. To know something was not only to analyze it, but to receive it with gratitude and humility.
As the Middle Ages progressed, a shift occurred. Through engagement with Islamic and Jewish scholars, Western thinkers were reintroduced to Aristotle. With him came a different account of knowledge. Aristotle taught that understanding comes not through illumination, but by gathering data, analyzing it and synthesizing meaning ourselves. Knowledge became something constructed rather than received. This introduced a tension that would shape centuries of thought, a tension between revelation and reason, faith and analysis.
Barnhart does not dismiss this shift. The Aristotelian approach gave rise to the scientific method and many of the intellectual tools that define modern life. But when taken to an extreme, it also moved meaning inward. The world became something we interpret rather than something that speaks. Wonder gave way to control. As reason slowly came to reign supreme, Barnhart wonders whether something essential was lost. Barnes’s line comes back into focus. “I don’t believe in God, but I miss him.” There is a longing there that pure empiricism cannot satisfy, a recognition that belief, beauty and goodness are not always things we can prove, but they are things we need.
When revelation is sidelined and reason stands alone, meaning collapses inward. We are left trying to carry the full weight of significance within ourselves, and that, Barnhart suggests, is a burden we were never meant to bear. Looking back to the Middle Ages offers a different possibility. Not a rejection of reason, but a recovery of balance. A willingness to practice contemplation and meditation. An openness to seeing goodness and even God mediated through people, practices and the world right in front of us.
Barnhart imagines a posture where faith is not clutched tightly or argued into existence, but received again with humility. A posture that allows people to admit uncertainty while still acknowledging longing. One that says, I may not be able to prove everything I believe, but without God, the arc of my life does not make sense. In that sense, faith is not primarily about coercion or certainty. It is about re-enchantment. For Barnhart, the presence of God is what restores meaning to the world, not because God has been proven beyond question, but because without that presence, something essential is missing. Perhaps that is why the Middle Ages still matter. They invite us to recover a way of seeing that makes room for awe, humility and meaning again.
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